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It's all a little new for him, really. Relinquishing control in any way at all isn't something he's used to doing anymore, nor did he think he would ever be able to again. Part of him still keeps his breathing and heart rate in check, but it's almost like a program running in the background, without him even thinking about it, while he focuses on the things she's doing instead.

And what she does is amazing. Wonderful, heavenly even. Feeling her lips exploring his skin, her tongue teasing at sensitive spots in his torso that has him gasping, his back arching just so.

He lets out an audible exhale at her words, licking his lips and swallowing the thick lump in his throat before he finally nods, eyes still closed, head resting on the mattress.

"You can do it."

Permission given, she tugs his underwear down and pulls it over his legs until she can toss it to the side and settle in between his thighs, kneeling between them as she wraps her fingers around his cock and bends down to lay her tongue flat against it, licking a wet stripe along the shaft.

"Please let me suck your cock."

He shifts around as she takes his boxers off completely, very much calm and collected up until the point she bends down and he feels something warm and pliant pressing against his cock. It doesn't take him long at all to realize it's actually her tongue, and he lets out a loud moan as she licks all the way to the tip, a hand fisting the sheets hard as he grinds his teeth, heels digging into the mattress, feeling a surge of adrenaline a little too strong spreading across his body.

"Shit. Give me... a moment."

He's not losing his control completely here, but the sheer unexpectedness of her action nearly had his heart leaping out of his chest for a second there.

Once upon a time, Trish would have found herself a little frightened at this point, but not now. Now she just calmly sits back on her heels and waits for Bruce to get himself back under control, fully expecting that she will because she trusts him.

"Take your time."

It takes him a little longer than usual, simply because that's a brand new point of pressure put to his limits, but still there's no longer than a few seconds' pause, during which he takes deep breaths, slow and calming, feeling his heart settle down in his chest again. Finally, he nods, eyes opening as he tilts his head down just enough that he can look at her.

"Alright. I'm... yes, alright."

As much a reassurance as an answer to her very near plea from moments ago. The mere thought is driving him crazy, he doesn't think he could erase the mental image from his head, no matter how hard he tried.

"Just go slowly. Please."

"I'll be careful," she reassures him before bending to close her lips around the tip of his cock, circling it with her tongue, moaning a little because finally she gets to taste him. She has wanted to for so long.

He can't help letting out a choked gasp at that, his lungs filling with air all at once, held in there for a while as his back arches, his whole body tenses, his knees shifting farther apart. His free hand covers his mouth for a moment, curling into a loose fist as he digs his teeth lightly into his knuckles, anything to allow himself to enjoy the feeling of her lips on him, her tongue swirling around the sensitive head of his cock.

It is hot as hell to have him react so strongly, and carefully she takes more of him into her mouth, slowly sliding her lips up and down his cock, her hand working the part she can't quite fit in yet.

She loves this, the power it gives her to have him come undone, and she understands completely why he loves so much to do the same thing to her.

It's a little difficult not to react strongly, when it's been so long that he's allowed himself this - in a broad sense. This pleasure, this kind of intimacy in which he gets as much as he gives, without holding himself back almost completely.

It doesn't come without its trace of concern, but she's slow and careful, and it's just a little easier for him to go along with it all, to adapt as she presses on for more.

He keeps his hips pressed hard into the mattress, feet spread wide on the bed, his head tipping back as he lets out paced audible breaths, every so often hitching halfway up his throat.

"Trish..."

It feels so good to be able to do this, to let him be on the receiving end of this kind of attention for once because while she has never though that Bruce has ever done something he didn't want to, it has sometimes felt so brutally unbalanced that he must keep himself somewhat removed from what they do together. It has made her feel selfish sometimes, and in darker moments she has wondered if he's done things just because he is afraid she would leave him otherwise.

She hums in response when he says her name, her mouth a little too busy for any other kind of reply, and then she takes him in deeper still, getting past her gag reflex and swallowing around his cock.

What he does with her, for her, it's because he wants to, always, and it has nothing to do with feeling forced, or afraid she might leave. There were plenty of reasons for him to worry she could leave him, especially at first, but they didn't really have much to do with how little he could do in terms of sex-- and he never would have pushed himself past a point of comfort just to anchor her to him.

He never felt like he needed to, either. She never wavered once, never showed that she was drawing away from him. If she had, he would have gladly let her go, rather than to try and get her to stay if she no longer wanted to.

And this is just the same. He's not letting her do it because he feels he'll lose her otherwise, but because he wants to. Because he's wanted to do it for a very long time, even if what could happen might terrify him.

He cries out when the head of his cock hits the back of her throat, hands curling into tight fists as he tries - and fails somewhat - to keep his heart rate in check. It's playing at that limit again, the one that has him worrying, and he breathes out her name like a plea.

"Please..." Please what? Stop? Continue? He doesn't even know anymore. Doesn't know what's happening next, what comes after. But then, that is exactly what they agreed to, to see what comes after, to find out what happens when he pushes past his point of fear, testing just how much his body can handle. "I'm coming..."

He doesn't tell her to stop, so she doesn't, because she too has wanted this for a very long time. So she keeps taking him in as much as she can, not able to do much more than move her head up and down because he is filling her mouth so completely.

She keeps her eyes locked on his face, because if there is one thing she wants it's to see the look on his face when he come for the first time in a decade.

He doesn't even know what he's feeling, let alone what he's doing or what face he's making. He teeters along that edge that he felt the last time, except now he doesn't draw away, nor does he cower. He's scared beyond any measure of words or thoughts, but he pushes past that fear the best he can.

Closing his eyes, he lets go - completely and all at once.

The sensations flood him like a dam's just broke and let them loose, his mouth open, a choked breath first leaving him, then stopping, his entire body freezing in place as he comes into her mouth, finally a quiet, long and stuttered moan slipping past his lips. His mind is a complete blank for the first time in what feels like an eternity, and there's nothing - no control, no fear, no anger -, just a complete sense of bliss that he never thought he would get to experience again.

Edited 2016-02-07 03:24 (UTC)

He looks beautiful, that's how he looks, and she too feels a profound sense of release when his cock jerks in her mouth and she feels his cum hit the back of her throat. It's like an orgasm of the soul or something, a truly ecstatic feeling that has her moaning while she keeps moving her lips on him, swallowing every bit of cum and sucking his cock clean before finally releasing it to smile at him, wiping a trickle of cum from the corner of her mouth with the back of her hand.

Bruce lies down where he is all the while, very still, his mind coming back to him along with his focus, and there's... nothing. His heart is racing, though, his body's light, he feels his skin tingling everywhere, all signs of an adrenaline surge, except there's nothing of the ugly consequence that he's gotten so used to.

He feels lighter than he has in a decade, and before he realizes it, he lets out a laugh, short and a little hoarse, followed by another long but soft chuckle, one hand blindly reaching down to touch her and urge her closer to him.

"Wow."

She crawls up to lie on her side next to him, head on his shoulder and one arm hugging him close to her.

"Big wow."

She laughs too, not because anything is funny but because she is just so damn happy.

Bruce is still here, he's still Bruce.

Oh, he's not going to lie there for long. Languid as he might be feeling right now, he has this urge to express his gratitude and appreciation for that, and once she's lying down next to him, he turns to his side, getting her on her back as he leans in and kisses her deeply, drawing away soon after. His breath is still coming to him a little short.

"I love you. That was just... amazing. Thank you."

She's a little short on breath herself, so the short kiss is about all she can handle as well at the moment, nice as it is.

"I love you too."

She grins at him, reaching up to run her fingers through his hair.

"Saying 'you're welcome' after a blow job feels kind of weird but... you're welcome."

He chuckles, still feeling giddy and light all over, his insides almost swimming in the pleasure of such complete and overwhelming post-orgasmic bliss.

"Well, saying 'thank you' isn't any better either, but I think we can both agree our circumstances are... unique."

Though he fully intends to thank her in other ways, and while he keeps his weight propped in one elbow, his free hand starts trailing down her body, slowing at her breasts for a moment to tease her nipple again.

She bites her lip and arches into his touch a little, still very sensitive and very turned on by what just happened so him teasing her nipples feels amazing.

She laughs, nodding her agreement. Unique certainly is a good word for it.

"I already want to make you come again."

He grins a little sheepishly, the tip of his nose brushing against hers, his fingers playing with her nipple for a while, teasing and lightly pinching the hardened tip.

"I'm afraid you'd have to wait a little while for that."

He might've not had an orgasm in a very long time but he still needs a moment to recover there.

"Besides, it's my turn now."

She lets out a moan that ends up being muffled against his lips when she pulls his head down a little so she can kiss him.

"I guess I can be patient."

"Oh, can you? Well, that's news to me."

Said jokingly, of course. She has been extremely patient, actually. Not that she has to be now, though, and after getting some pants and moans out of her, his hand continues on its path downwards, fingers drawing lines across her stomach until they reach the hem of her panties.

"You know, I think orgasms might make you a bit of a smug prick."

Also said jokingly, though she is a little distracted by his hand and what it's doing, and more than that where it seems to be going.

"Well, we can always stop again, if you want to."

He's joking, obviously. He's just started again after ten years, he's not going to want to stop now.

Fingers playing with the elastic of her panties, they finally slip underneath the fabric, his hand sliding down slowly as his touch brushes lightly over her patch of hair, finally cupping her between her legs, pressing the pads of his fingers along her slit. Finding her so wet already, he lets out a low pleased purr, eyes blinking slowly as he kisses her briefly again.

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