[ It doesn't really feel okay, but at the same time, it kind of does. This isn't what he came here for, though— not that he had any plan past not running like a coward, but he still wasn't planning on talking about this. Not so soon, anyway.
But she asked, or she didn't but she wanted to know, so he had to tell her. Even if it means that once that dam breaks, he can't hold any of it in anymore, and he's just a tiny little existence drowning underneath the weight of all he's had to live with over the past few months.
Her words don't help. She tells him he's a good person and all he feels is a pain to his chest like he's just been stabbed, and when she chokes up a little, he fails completely to bite back a sob, even if he immediately lifts up a hand and covers his own mouth in a feeble attempt to not let her hear him cry. ]
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But she asked, or she didn't but she wanted to know, so he had to tell her. Even if it means that once that dam breaks, he can't hold any of it in anymore, and he's just a tiny little existence drowning underneath the weight of all he's had to live with over the past few months.
Her words don't help. She tells him he's a good person and all he feels is a pain to his chest like he's just been stabbed, and when she chokes up a little, he fails completely to bite back a sob, even if he immediately lifts up a hand and covers his own mouth in a feeble attempt to not let her hear him cry. ]