I shouldn't have brought up the wedding. It was just on my mind and I didn't think, but I don't ever want to hurt you. I'll find other ways to keep you in my life. I'm not sure if I'll be going on my own. Leonard and I are going through some things right now. It's just the same old stuff, but, Bruce, I'll tell you anything you want to know but do you really want to hear about this?
[She just assumes he cares because she certainly does, so she makes a lot of assumptions about what he means. It's been maybe too long, with too much time spent apart, for it to be a good idea. Everything is too loaded.]
A consultant is coming in to examine our instrument set-up on Monday. I don't have much hope, but maybe we'll be surprised. I emailed the company some of your suggestions and some of my own, so I'll let you know how that goes. I miss working with you too, and not just because of how much easier it would make this sort of troubleshooting. If I can send you anything, papers, patents, anything, please let me know. Whatever you're interested in right now. I guess I don't even know what that is, anymore.
You should tell me about this clinic. The people, the cases, just whatever is safe to talk about. Help me picture it. Are you somewhere warm? Are you tan again? Are you eating enough? I'm picturing you like that first day at the airport in New Mexico with the silly beard and the Feynman T-shirt. Or maybe you're somewhere cold and you dress like a lumberjack. I don't know, you're the one who's been to Canada.
I love you. And I know too. I'll tell you anything. But if you ever come back here without giving me a chance to see you, I will definitely kick your ass. Creeping is unnecessary.
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I shouldn't have brought up the wedding. It was just on my mind and I didn't think, but I don't ever want to hurt you. I'll find other ways to keep you in my life. I'm not sure if I'll be going on my own. Leonard and I are going through some things right now. It's just the same old stuff, but, Bruce, I'll tell you anything you want to know but do you really want to hear about this?
[She just assumes he cares because she certainly does, so she makes a lot of assumptions about what he means. It's been maybe too long, with too much time spent apart, for it to be a good idea. Everything is too loaded.]
A consultant is coming in to examine our instrument set-up on Monday. I don't have much hope, but maybe we'll be surprised. I emailed the company some of your suggestions and some of my own, so I'll let you know how that goes. I miss working with you too, and not just because of how much easier it would make this sort of troubleshooting. If I can send you anything, papers, patents, anything, please let me know. Whatever you're interested in right now. I guess I don't even know what that is, anymore.
You should tell me about this clinic. The people, the cases, just whatever is safe to talk about. Help me picture it. Are you somewhere warm? Are you tan again? Are you eating enough? I'm picturing you like that first day at the airport in New Mexico with the silly beard and the Feynman T-shirt. Or maybe you're somewhere cold and you dress like a lumberjack. I don't know, you're the one who's been to Canada.
I love you. And I know too. I'll tell you anything. But if you ever come back here without giving me a chance to see you, I will definitely kick your ass. Creeping is unnecessary.
Betty